Five steps forward, 2 steps back. Or whatever. Whatever…whatever…whatever. This is all bullshit. But it isn’t. I know. I know. I know.

We checked in 4 weeks ago today. Seems like a century ago, and I am not the one enduring all the poison. The transformation. The soon to be engraftment. The internal bleeding, the transfusions, the excruciating pain of so many many things. But my heart feels it. Luke and I are forging through. Some days start like it can’t possibly get any worse and some days start on an uptick. It all changes so fast. We have the BEST nurses in the universe, consistently, taking care of us. Beyond thankful for our care. Luke nor I have come anywhere close to getting kicked out of the hospital. We are very loved. Not everyone is.

Happiest Mothers Day to all the mamas! I am so very very blessed to have the most remarkable Mama. Spicy, kind, funny, loving, loco, GG. I don’t know what we would do without her. She and my Dad have put their entire life and soul on hold for Luke, Mason, and I. They continue to do anything and everything for us. As do so many many people. Grateful for all of you.

Buckets of cells for Mothers Day,

Suz